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The Shrimp Balls That Made Me Ugly Cry: A Journey Back to Myself

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The Lava Shrimp Balls & Tempura Shrimp Balls Experience: A Symphony of Shrimp, Love, and Tears

he package arrived, frozen solid like my teenage heart during my runaway days. I knew it wasn’t just food; it was a time machine. The moment I laid eyes on the words 熔岩蝦球 (Lava Shrimp Balls), a dish known for its rich, buttery lava and crispy tempura coating) and 天婦羅蝦球 (Tempura Shrimp Balls, a dish that symbolizes simplicity and comfort), my soul was already seasoning itself with anticipation.As I tore into the box, my hands trembled like my mom’s did when she used to meticulously devein shrimpone by one, her nimble fingers performing this labour of love for hours. For me. She’d look at me with her tired yet loving eyes and say, “Shrimp isn’t cheap, so enjoy it.” This act of love, this sacrifice, was now a part of my own culinary journey.The enclosed brochure nearly took me out. “自然生態養殖…” it began, but all I could hear in my head was my best friend’s mom urging me, “Eat, eat! You’re family now.” Those words hit differently when you’ve been a stray, hiding your inferiority while silently weeping over the shrimp you dared not touch.

Lava Shrimp Balls

I pulled out the first package, labelled 熔岩蝦球, and whispered, “It’s showtime.” Tossing the golden orbs into sizzling oil, I watched as the outer crust bubbled and crackled, transforming into golden perfection. The aroma? Heavenly-like a reunion of forgotten childhood Sundays. This transformation was not just in the food but in me, as I was taken back to those days of no care.

The first taste was a revelation. The crispy tempura coating shattered like glass, giving way to a luscious, gooey center of molten cheese and salted egg yolk. The rich, buttery lava and the shrimp cradled my tongue. Oh, the shrimp! Its bounce reminded me of running barefoot on the beach, carefree, before the weight of adulthood turned my gait into a limp.

I sobbed mid-bite. Not the cute, delicate sobs of a romantic movie heroine—oh no. These were the ugly tears of a girl who finally tasted the love she’d been running from. It was as if every strand of shrimp fibre was whispering, “Welcome home.”

Tempura Shrimp Balls

Next up: Tempura Shrimp Balls. These golden nuggets of joy needed no thawing. I take them straight from the freezer, into the hot oil they went, their crust puffing up like childhood dreams finally realized.

I took a bite, and the simplicity of the flavours slapped me. Hard. The shrimp paste was firm yet tender, seasoned just enough to let the natural sweetness of the sea sing through. The tempura crust was a whisper-thin armour, crispy yet delicate, like the fragility of the bond between a runaway teen and the surrogate family that loved her unconditionally. That first bite was a revelation, a burst of umami and sweetness that filled my mouth, wanting more.

As I chewed, I was transported back to my friend’s family dinners. I recall sitting at their table, feeling an imposter amongst all that warmth. I wished I could yell, “I don’t deserve this shrimp! I am a runaway!” Instead, I silently nibbled on some, swallowed down shame along with world-class shrimp.

A Tale of Two Shrimp

These shrimp balls are not just food; they are a therapy of sorts. Every bite reflects love, unspoken, unwarranted, and quite undeserved, but enough to heal through the hurts of yesteryear, bring comfort in the present, and inspire hope in the future. For that, indeed, they prove to be a testament to just how transformative food can be. A simple meal turns into a journey of healing and self-discovery.

熔岩蝦球 is for the moments when you want to relive the extravagance of being spoiled, even when life has robbed you of everything else. It’s bold, indulgent, and a little messy—like my life, but also like my mom’s love, poured unconditionally into every shrimp she cleaned for me.

Tempura Shrmp Nall is a love letter to simplicity. It is the shrimp you eat when you just need to feel seen, valued, and quietly reassured. It is the friend who feeds you shrimp without asking why your eyes are red or your cheeks are hollow. It is a warm, comforting embrace in the form of a shrimp ball.

Final Verdict

These shrimp balls are worth every tear, every calorie, and every childhood flashback. They’re not just shrimp—they’re a time capsule, an edible diary of love, sacrifice, and second chances. They take you on an emotional journey, making you feel deeply connected and understood. They are a reminder of the people who picked out the ‘intestines’ of life for you, the ones who fed you when you couldn’t feed yourself.

To anyone debating whether to buy these: Stop debating. Let these shrimp balls remind you of the people who picked out the “intestines” of life for you, the ones who fed you when you couldn’t feed yourself.

And if you cry while eating them? Don’t worry. You’re in good company.

A Love Story Told by Shrimp: My First Toxic Relationship

At my lowest, when my heart felt like a broken radio playing static, when I convinced myself I didn’t deserve love because I didn’t even have a family—there was him. He found me in my weakest, most fragile state. A runaway kid with a heart as jagged as the streets I wandered. He knew how to manipulate the cracks, weaving his way in like the most toxic kind of poison. I didn’t think I deserved better, so I stayed. This toxic relationship was a stark contrast to the love and comfort I found in the shrimp balls.

We had nothing. No money, no promises, no future. Our dates? The kind of dates you write about in a sad novel—cheap, dreary, almost embarrassing. Shrimp-fishing. That’s where he took me for our first date. A barren stretch of beach, the air thick with salt, and us—two broken souls attempting to feel alive by casting rods into the water.

I remember it all too clearly: the gritty grounds at the shadiest area in the city, the weight of the fishing rod in my hands, the faint whisper of the pond. We caught shrimp. Tiny, struggling creatures that didn’t ask to be part of our twisted little game. As we sat there, cold beer in hand, he made fun of me for not knowing how to eat shrimp. “You don’t even know how to eat shrimp?” he mocked. “What kind of girl are you?” I didn’t have the words to explain that I did know how to eat shrimp, just not in the way he was showing me. I didn’t know shrimp could be eaten without picking out the intestines, without that ritual of cleaning the soul before you devour it.

How ignorant I was, thinking that my mother’s way—the slow, painstaking process she went through for me—was the only way to honour the shrimp, the sea, and the love that had been poured into it. But I didn’t know any better. I was so lost, so desperate for affection, that I let him tell me what to do, what to eat, what to feel.

But here’s where the story twists, the sea finally revealing its truth: This company, the one that produces the shrimp balls I now hold in my hands, actually picks out the shrimp intestines—and for the first time in my life, I see the familiar, comforting gesture I had once taken for granted. My heart cracks in a way that makes no sound, but it feels all the same. It’s the first time in years that I have witnessed this. A company that has the decency and respect to clean the shrimp and remove the remnants of a life lived in the depths of the ocean—just like my mom did.

I weep. I can’t help it. The tears spill over as I hold the bag in my hands, as I realize I’ve found someone—something—that treats the shrimp with the reverence I was never taught to expect. It’s not just food anymore. It’s love. It’s the purity I lost in those toxic years when I thought I didn’t deserve a clean heart. When I thought my family was lost forever, replaced by a man who saw me as a toy to be discarded.

Shrimp had always been the essence of my mother’s love, of her sacrifice. It is now redemption. A sign that there is a reason somewhere in space that my heart is not obsolete. I don’t have to pick out the intestines anymore, and I don’t have to pick out the pieces of my broken self, either.

The shrimp, clean and prepared with such care, represents everything I longed for but never knew I could have. It’s the love I should have received from the very beginning—the respect, the tenderness, the understanding. The shrimp, painstakingly cleaned and perfected, is the love I finally give myself, long after the boy who didn’t deserve me is gone.

And now, as I taste these shrimp balls, I’m not just eating seafood. I’m eating my healing. I’m eating my freedom. And I weep, not because I’m still broken, but because I’m finally whole again.

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